" ...because we all get tired, I mean eventually,

and there is nothing left to do but SLEEP."

-'No Lies, Just Love' Bright Eyes

I don't have the energy to write anything fancy. School has finally picked up again and I wouldn't have it any other way! It feels so nice to be learning and using my brain. I think I had forgotten how smart I was, in fact I still surprise myself sometimes when I'm doing homework. Unfortunately I am still the awkward girl who bites her nails and shakes her foot a little too much in class. I spend a good majority of the class day dreaming and doing something close to praying (hoping maybe?) I can sit through the class and go unnoticed. It hardly works; although I am shy and awkward I can't keep my mouth shut when there are shots of espresso sending me spinning into over drive.

No more coffee for Stephanie.

Anyway, the moral of the story is I am sleep deprived.

So sleep deprived that when I blink, my eyes are hesitant to open. I'm not complaining really, I just want you to imagine how weird it would feel to not want to open your eyes every time you blinked. It's strange to notice every blink my eyes make during the course of the day and, if you ask me, I blink entirely too much.

My eye lids are heavy.

I need to rest before tomorrow.

I want to have a productive day.
I want to have a purposeful day.
I want to have a good day.

"I just want someone to walk in front,
and I'll follow the leader."