I have a lot I probably should talk about, but I seem to be short of time.

And if I'm not short of time, I'm short of breath.

If I'm not short of breath, I'm short of patience.

If I'm not short of patience, I'm short of words.

It's all so annoying and I really just want to say everything without having to say anything at all.

Wouldn't that be nice?

But anyway, here's something else to chew on. 

My therapist and I were talking about my tendency to polarize things, you know, idealize and devalue people. Then we were talking about how I play devil's advocate with everything in my head, but despite seeing the multiple sides of every situation I still end up taking things out on myself, no matter what the situation. Of course, he reached some conclusion to fix this that I disagreed with and I left therapy feeling like shit.

The point of that was to arrive at the subject of being selfish in relationships versus successfully communicating expectations and needs, but I left a lot out and failed to reach that subject.

So I'm not going to continue. 

I think I'll just do some homework or something.