I have spent the majority of my day terribly irritated with anything, everything and everyone. I don't want to be but I can't help it. It's just how I've been today.

I think I need to give Tyler Durden a call and see if he wants to bring Fight Club back.

...speaking of Chuck Palahniuk, I was reminded of one of my favourite quotes of his today.

"The idea that I can't share my problems with other people

makes me not give a shit about their problems."

It's totally true too. I've never really minded listening to people talk or complain or over-share but I'm finding it increasingly harder everyday to give a fuck about other people's problems. Why can't everyone just do what I do and carry a journal around? Writing instead of speaking has done me some good and I really think it could help a lot of other people. I can hear them now though, "Writing doesn't work for me" or "I can't write like you Stephanie".

WELL FUCK. I'm not saying write a novel! Just fucking put a pen to paper and get your shit out that way instead of putting me in a position that I don't fit into well right now.

...

I know I sound like a bitch right now but that's only because I'm being a bitch right now. I'm sure in a few days (or maybe even hours) I won't mind listening to people again but right now I really just don't want to hear it.

Get a fucking journal.

Get a fucking pen.

Write.

/rant.